on break at bhv. eating a meatball sub. thinking about my next meal already.

i feel like i am floating. the house isn't set-up yet and i don't really feel settled in it. i keep waiting to go back to geneseo and live there. it's like being on vacation from my life except i have to work. once the house is ready though i think i'll be happier. i'm just so busy and everything is so up in the air that i can't seem to really be in a good mood. i have no excuses, seriously. usually when i'm in a bad mood though, i blame it on greg. like right now. he hasn't even done anything wrong, to my knowledge at least. it seems like it's going well between us but i don't really know, sometimes i feel like he only tells me half of the truth. which i can mostly attribute to his facebook bumper sticker collection, which is --ultimately--the ridiculous part. but still. i guess it doesn't really matter, there are so many other things to concern myself with. i just really don't feel like being "that girl" again. been there, done that. i don't know.

on a happier note, i think the hosue may have heat tonight which is sweet. and also, it is wing night and i am all about that, let me tell you. wings and beer? hell yeah. helllll yeahhhh.