oh no. oh no oh no oh no.

so here i am again. this'll be quick i promise.

i broke my 2 month streak today. that is, my 2 month no-speaking-to-adam-under-any-circumstances streak. but it wasn't my fault. he was online. he's never online. he said "kristin"...oh god, no not now. ha. "adam". he asked if we could have an internet conversation. those are acceptable, then i don't have to make eye contact with him. that was always the tough part anyways. he said he was just wondering how i was doing. well GREAT! obviously. no one tells their ex-boyfriend they've been feeling sad and just broke up with their new boyfriend. ugh. so unfair.

seriously, not fair. i'm supposed to be successful with a loving boyfriend and ten pounds lighter when talking to him. where is the justice? ha.

but i was good. it was chivalrous and short (nothing like our actual relationship) and now it's over and i'll probably never see him again. we can hope so (he's my monkey wrench, i always come undone).